Excuse me while I kiss the sky.i always think this shit before i go to sleep.
i was talking to my coworker the other day and we both agreed on something. back in high school we were always one of the guys. boys never really paid us attention, and you kind of learn to be by yourself.
i know that’s the reason why i’m so independent, and i KNOW i don’t need to rely on a boy to make me happy. being alone does not scare me. relationships make me feel trapped. buuuut then i can talk to all the guys i do and nothing ever happens. how many times i’ve hung out with guys, drank, went to the beach, cuddled, or had sex? i can’t even really say i’ve had a legit boyfriend. i’ve never been on a real date. whenever i joke that i’m “forever alone” i mean it. besides my parents and brother, nobody else in my family is married. i feel like it’s a champlin/podlesney curse. nobody wants to say “in a relationship with sara champlin” i can bake all of the cupcakes, sing the love songs, and cuddle with my cat forever.
i’m not gonna find someone at my job, at school, or anywhere else.
i’m not ever going to find a lover, because no lover wants to find me.
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sielless said:
If you were still on facebook, we’d be in a domestic partnership. I think they have that option lol. LOVE YOU
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portlandrain said:
i’d want my facebook relationship status to say ‘in a relationship with sara champlin’
on the serious side, i think its the area and all the people here. you’re better off single than with anyone here.
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